So, since losing weight I've returned to having a lady cycle. At first it was once every 2 months and then it was once every 6 weeks and then finally in March I had my first 28 day cycle in almost 10 years. It was glorious to think that my body was being victorious. So, of course since Nick and I are still "trying" we counted the days and did the right stuff on the right days. You must also know that I've added a little bit of the weight back to my body- all the while figuring out that yes I am an emotional eater. Well, here it is 5 weeks later and I am wondering if I should even allow myself to wonder at the potential of this "lateness". Yes I realize that "lateness" can be due to many different things, and yes maybe it is just wishful thinking, but here is a piece of Truth for you to consider before weighing in - since I have so many readers/commenters out there... god made a promise to answer prayers and to give us the desires of our hearts. God can heal people and has in the past. God gave me a verse mantra for this year and I feel very strongly that this is my year. (I may be thinking Hallie time instead of God time, but that is not unusual...)
In April there was no hint of a cycle. Well, that is not 100% true. Once right before my mom's visit there was one time that I sat down to tinkle and a little spotting had occurred, but I would not consider that a monthly cycle. Not even close to it.
So what do I do? I guess I'll just sit around and wait. I guess if I start throwing up in the next few days or weeks I'll have my answer. right?
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