Well, I took my pregnancy test and you can tell by the subject line, that it was negative. In the moments when I feel that I have nothing left to give- I give it all to God. I am not strong enough, so I depend on Him to be strong enough for both of us. I know He can do it. He is big enough to carry this for me and He is worthy enough for me to continue to trudge on through the mud and the muck. When my heart feels empty and I trust that He will fill it with joy when I turn to Him. When I see no point in continuing on, I remember the people who are fighting beside me and warring for me and it gives me strength enough to get on my knees.
The journey is long, and the wait is difficult, but I am assured of His promise of fruit. Praise God from whom all blessings flow. Praise Him all creatures here below. Praise Him above ye heavenly hosts. Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. Amen.
James 1:17
