Well, it feels as though my life is at a stand still. I'm now done with my service in BSF, atleast for the summer, and I am not working anymore. I'm waiting to hopefully get a fulltime job teaching for the fall. I pray that that will work out. I trust that God is going to provide for Nick and I, but a little reassurance is always handy. I've just begun my provisional year in the Waco Junior League. I'm really excited about that and hope that God will use my service there to glorify Him. I am just about to really kick it into gear with VBS this summer. And I'm trying to plan my husbands 10th HS reunion. All this going on and still I feel like nothing in my life is moving.
Actually I feel like I am at a crosswalk in Vegas- because that is the biggest place I've been to and had no sense of direction in- and all the people that I was traveling with crossed the street while I wasn't looking and I can't see where tey went. All the cars are going by me so fast that I can't tell who is in them, and then the buildings around me start to spin and the entire world feels as if it is turning so fast on its axel.... but I am just standing there confused and motionless. Not knowing where to go next.
I guess, if you are trying to figure out what my blog is going to be about, it will be about the next step, the process one takes when they are tring to find their way again. Trying to stop the spinning and the speeding cars and find the party they were meant to travel with.
Enjoy.
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